First time

I had my first experience with a man when I was 23. My car needed repairs and I had to get to night shift at 8pm every night. One night on the train, he spotted me. He was in his 40s, flirted with me and gave me his number. I called him and arrived at his place next day. We chatted and then he asked me why I’d come to his place. I asked him where his bedroom was. I stripped to my knickers and he walked in, and had my ass to him. He fondled my body and pulled them off and laid me on the bed and rimmed me. It felt so sensitive to have my anus licked, and I submitted to him completely. He finger fucked me and it felt so good. I could feel him wanking his cock watching my pretty ass. I masturbated facedown and I think he staring at my ass. He got some baby oil and started to lubricate my tight virgin ass. I wanted to be fucked so bad but I was scared. He told me I want to come inside you and started to get into position. Soon he was lying on top of me and getting ready. But I was scared and guided his cock between my cheeks. He slid his thick erect cock in between my cheeks and I masturbated against the bed in harmony. He thrust against me but I directed him not penetrate me, and respected my wishes. Soon his erect cock could not hold off and he ejaculated over my ass groaning and I came at the same time. He used a towel to clean my bum and made sure that had cum. All the while he had a picture of Jesus hanging up on the wall. He watched me shower and I left after about half hour. We met about 6 more times. I was so comfortable and relaxed in his presence exploring my sexuality. He never did penetrate me but we had such a good time together. He spanked me one time and it was erotic. He wanted more but I broke it off and didn’t call him again. I often think about him